Heels

 

I am so tired of feeling tired!

I know it could easily be the sunshine of spring that I am missing, or my vitamin D is really low, thyroid may be low, WHAT?!

I mean, I have only just had a total body scan which had ensured me I am fine, with the expection of a slight begin of osteopenia! We working grannies have to be so creative to desguise what we are really going through. Most of us are in deep pain and have no one to talk to. Some of us prefer to have our heads in the sand. Struggle into our skinny jeans, cripple ourselves whilst trying to walk on these platform high heels we use to wearing in our teens, all because it's in, young, or we are sooo afraid to be recognized as MENOPOSAL. Our body’s are way too heavy now to be balancing on so tiny 4-6” heel. But seriously I love the elegance it gives to walk around in my heels. When I over do it, I can only survive until mid-morning, by then, I am dead! But I grin and bear it like a fool. I do this sometimes when pride kicks in!

Oooooh my, is my body is soooo letting me down! My aches and pain seems evelasting! I have a pain in my elbow riding up to my shoulder all because of such a vanity.
I was in Paris a few weeks ago and again I am in my heels, not quite as high as 4” infact they were one of my most comfortable pair of boots. So there I was arm in arm with my hubby and ooops …..I slipped and fell flat on my bum! I really must add the floor in that mall was so shiney, I could use it as a mirror. Slightly embrassed, hubby help me up, then I noticed my ankle and elbow was really hurting. The rest of the trip I was in my trainers as I should have been in the first place!

A week or so later my elbow began hurting agian, to the point where I could hardly lift it. Strange, we thought, it had stopped hurting soon after the fall, why now. So off I went to my doctor even though I have found it doesn't really help talking to my doctor. He makes me feel as though I am hypochondriac! He examined my arm and came to the conclusion I had an inflammation. Still he made me feel supid for even being there, crazy!

Is it because men are not defined as menoposal that they are so not interested?