It's been a strange week, it seems as though my intuition has been very strong.
I have the feeling that the things I feel, they happen and I am now afraid that the things I now fear may happen...............

I have to see my neurologist next week because I have had, what they fear to believe 'a baby struck'!!
It's scary to even think about it, sure I have not been feeling myself .......but a scan!!
I fear the outcome.

Okay, a scan can be good it could show that my hormones are in balanced...good...let's solve this anxiety feeling that's driving me crazy......maybe I am stressed....but if NOT .....I hope that they find the problem without it being anything drastic.

I feel sooo...stressed that my brains is malfunctioning and my heart feels very tired!!

At 55 and feel generally very happy, blessed with four beautiful children and now four grand kids, you just want to remain apart of that for all times.

Okay this is not the best time to write, as I feel buried by my darkness.
This is too much negativity to spread in the universe.
I had better hang.