Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Check double check

I am still not sure if blogging is my thing, because I would like to have a laptop so I can scribble when ever I like.

I have had the feeling to do an entry several times, like when I am in the car, or taking a walk, or.....in the most inconvenient times :-)
Now a note pad seems at hand and far easier, but I must say at all he above times I would not be able to jot down any notes either......hahaha silly me.

So I guess am I looking for an excuse not to give-in to blogging? Maybe, maybe not............

Anyway, 'Celebrating menopause' this is really to my children, for my children as they have had to live with me dealing this is for the the last 15 years!!
They have had to listen to things like "my head is growing on the right side!" or "my heart it beating so fast I think I am having a heart attack!" or " I am GOING BALD!!!!"

There are several more of my famous sayings, which only my children would remember and relate, as they often do at so many of our family gatherings.
If it were not because of them I would definitely not remember as I tend to forget things everything.
I don't just forget the classic 'keys', oh no, I would be driving somewhere, turn the corner and suddenly not recognise where I am, I would do a blink, check, double check action and I would zoom back to the present.
That is not even scary anymore because it happens so often. :-)
What is worrying is that it happens more often and now in the most inconvenient times!! In the middle of a sentence, whilst discribing thing or giving instructions and you have to laugh and juat say, "Sorry I just had a slip of a moment!'

I would sooo love to embrace menopause and become the little, crazy old lady but I can't even do that peacefully, without worry about my actions.
Aaach! What the heck I will take each day at a time and do my best to enjoy it!

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